My Diary

Vol: VI

I haven’t done a post like this for a while.

Big things are coming. I can feel it.

Something I have always been confident in is my gut. That gut feeling that seems to know more than your actual brain sometimes, its rather scary.

My gut right now tells me one thing. After the rather bitter sweet year this was, as we begin the end of 2017 and enter 2018 in less than a months time, I feel next year will be a biggun.

This year has been a year if many firsts for me and self development. 2016 allowed me to become open and explore ways in which I want to open up to others about my sexuality. This year I explored the avenues of my sexuality, dated, and dated, and experimented with different things that allowed me to find myself. I met amazing people, and loved too. I had learning curves financially when I moved out for the first time, and also when I went on my own to explore New York. It made me realize how much I needed to learn and I learned quickly.

I opened up about my sexuality to the last people on my list and became fully out the closet. It brought its lows, but it definitely brought a lot more highs.

I then moved out and explored life living alone and then with a flatmate when we eventually arrived. She seemed nice at first until her true colours were revealed and well, lets just say we didn’t remain flatmates very long. But it was a learning curve.

This year has been all about learning for me. 2016 was the year of breaking barriers and so was this year, but this year was learning what to do once those barriers are gone. What do I do now? I’m open now, whats next?

This is when 2018 comes in.

Next year, I enter a new person, full of fire and a little beaten up after this year, but my shell is harder, my mind deeper, and my drive stronger than ever, and next year will be a piece of cake.

Next years bucket list destination is Australia, at the end of the year so I hit the summer time! Need to top up my tan that is now more or less fully gone from this years summer!

I plan to finally skydive, something I have wanted to do for years but have always had things get in the way. I plan to really launch and develop my app that I have been planning for a while and put the foundations down this year, next year the finished product will hit the world and propel my business to new heights. Well that’s the plan, but the future looks bright

The future Volumes of my diary sure look like a jolly good time and I cannot wait to get into 2018 and start right away!

B xoxox



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